Thursday, September 15, 2011

mind of thier own

my body and socially my hands gave a mind of their own. My hands esoecially. I have trouble usuing the mouse, my hands shake above the keyboard, my signature is horriable now and taking noes while on the phonelike phone numbers is next to impossa. I try so hard to do things but I have to fight and plead with my body to work.
God MS is so hard! Even sitting in this lower seat tryibg to type my thughts is hard. I have to do everything I can not to give up.
I won't lie, it is simetimes aooeakubg.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Another problem this morning. What fun

Early this morning I really had to pee, but again I had a little trouble from sitting up in bed. After a few tries and with Shawn's help I stood up. God I really had to pee. Shawn had to help escort me down the hallway because my feet were dragging a bit. When we got to the bathroom I was about to burst! Shawn let go of me so I Can do my thing and in my urgency, I tried to move too fast to get to the toilet. I tripped on my feet and fell snacking my lower back and Head on the tub. OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwwwwww I let out the loudest yelp! That and I couldn't hold it anymore so I am sitting near the tub, in pain, and pee soaked PJs. God I love MS!
Shawn came in right after my cry and got me his pair of creeper shorts and helped me back to bed. I am glad I did not do any more damage to myself but I am still in pain because of my back. I wonder can I just say to myself "quit being so clumsy"!

Moral of the story, get a bed side commode